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[Ep. 2] When I told people around me that I was pregnant, I thought, 'I just want to raise him calmly, without being sensitive, and without any problems.' I didn't have any fantasies about raising him, and pregnancy and childbirth felt like milestones in my long life, so I think I went to the baby without being overly nervous. That's how I started studying childbirth. The more information I got, the more I realized that it wasn't easy. There was so much information to know and filter out, and I started to feel overwhelmed by the thought that I would miss so many things if I didn't know. Sometimes, I felt sad that my husband was also an ordinary father. When most of my worries were okay(?) for him, or when it felt like it was always my job to find childbirth information and make decisions, I felt sad, but these days, our days were so busy just finishing our work and going to bed. After the newborn period of just eating and sleeping, babies start to send signals that they know a little about the world. They know that when they lie down on the nursing sheet, they get formula milk, and when the lights are turned off after a bath, it's time to go to bed. When you think that all the things that are imprinted on the child, such as "please, no, dori dori," are our works of art, you start to fear that there will never be another blank sheet of paper like this. No one would want to ruin a drawing they started on a blank sheet of paper. No one would say that it's okay if it's drawn however they want. I didn't know it then. No parent wants to be different. No, in reality, it's not that different. I think it just seemed that way because they didn't understand it from a parent's perspective. #Record Club #신혼집에육아한스푼 #쏘유리네집