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#Senkitlist #기록클럽 [Start of photo work] It has been five weeks since I went to the studio in Seochon every Saturday. I am happily pondering how to embody this as my own, receiving input at a level and level that I cannot express in my current expression. I think back to the time I spent writing letters to myself on the first day of the studio, when I started with the question, “Have you ever called your own name?” I have written letters to myself in my daily diary, but have I ever called myself “Se-eun-ah”? When I wrote my name in small letters at the very top of the letter paper, it felt like someone was holding a hot pack in my hand. And that warmth was soon transmitted to my heart. I called myself three more times in my heart. Se-eun-ah Se-eun-ah Se-eun-ah - I had never expected this feeling, but at that moment, I began to miss myself. I felt like I wanted to hug myself. Maybe it was because I heard some bad things from my family that week, or maybe it was because I was wandering around not knowing how to relieve the emptiness that came after the trip. In the meantime, I mustered up the courage to sign up for a studio class and endure the traffic jam in Jongno on the weekend to come here - I wanted to encourage myself. I wrote a diary that day. There are times when you forget to feel positive about yourself, but things that are not difficult for others. For example, a generous gaze, a heart that sees even small things as big, and sincere compliments or comfort. Sentences containing a promise to not spare the effort to willingly give such things to yourself. In order not to lose the warmth that has become as warm as holding a hot pack, I will continue to treat myself as I would treat others and look at myself as I would look at others!