mar.haus's post

#기록클럽 #바다네사소한하루 ep 10. An ordinary, small, special week This week was my birthday week. To be honest, birthdays aren't anything special since I'm in my 30s. But it was an ordinary, small, but somehow special birthday where I awkwardly had a birthday party at work, ate a birthday meal prepared by my mother, and received congratulations from my little one who has become very talkative. And the long-awaited delivery arrived on that day. My husband said it was planned, but... It started with a casual remark to my husband, and I compared and searched, and my savings ended up being full at that time, and I bought it a little cheaper with my younger sibling's help. It arrived on my birthday as a surprise, and it became my birthday present. It was a plan... I think it's a bit like that, but it's not. Trust me. Since I always sleep with my child, I put the child to bed on the weekend evening, finished cleaning the house, opened a can of beer, and made my own study. It was a space that would appear and disappear repeatedly, but I was filled with the joy of having my own space and the excitement of having the things I had longed for right in front of me. After having a child, all the things I wanted disappeared, and the past days were filled with only things I wanted to buy for the child. I was so happy to buy something I had wanted for the first time in a long time. In the end, I wanted to buy this thing too, to keep good records of my child's photos and videos! In any case, I have my own space in the house where I live with my child, and I have something new that is mine. And apples are beautiful even when you just look at them.