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#기록클럽 #인생꽃같네 [ I am scared and not lucky ] Wasn't I Pororo in my past life? I like playing the most. When I was young, when people asked me what my dream was, I said, 'To marry a rich man and live off my unlimited credit cards.' This was before words like 'collective' or anything like that even came out. I didn't dream of a fairy tale like Cinderella, I just wanted to play. I was just a lazy bum with no hidden romance or ambition. When I said this, my mom would nag me to dream big, but instead she would say, "Okay! Let's do that!!" and get excited. Didn't my mom have a hunch that it would never come true? When I went to get my fortune told, the people I went with would finish it in 10 minutes, but my fortune telling would last over an hour. Why do they want to tell me so much? The conclusion of my complicated and unclear fortune was always the same. There is no luck. I earn money by working, so I will work hard. I hate it so much~ I want to live off of someone’s good fortune! I LOVE luck! When you open the veranda window on the living room side and the small veranda window in the entrance room, a wind path passes through the living room. If you lie down in the middle, it is very cool even without a fan. The low wind blows past me. When I close my eyes, I think of the mountain valley where I used to run around when I was young. There wasn’t much water flowing, but it was a good place for kids to play. Whenever we had a chance, the three of us would run up to the back mountain, put the water under our butts, and go down the rock slide. When we got tired after playing for a while, we would crawl up to the big rock on the other side and lie down. When we lay down on the warm blanket laid by the sunlight, our bodies dried quickly. The mountain breeze swayed the trees above our heads, and our backs were warm. Even now, it is a memory that makes me feel like I’m going to fall asleep. However, when I opened my eyes, I was back in the living room. Sometimes I think about buying an empty house in the countryside and renovating it. I imagine planting a large flower tree in the yard, making a glass flower garden connected to the house, and reading a lot of books with cats in it. I think I would be jealous of even the most timid person in the world. But unfortunately, I am too scared. I can’t stand the darkness that comes at night, and I will cry and call my mom every day (it’s a trap that my mom is more scared than me). I can’t miss all the bugs, and I can’t miss the city’s infrastructure either. It seems that my fortune, which makes me not want to starve to death, has made me a coward. So what can I do? I have to live this precious life diligently. Then, on days when I get tired, I lie down in the living room breezeway and hide under a large-leafed plant. The fan creates a gentle breeze, drawing my imagination. The wind blows. The sound of leaves, birds, and streams. The sun is warm, and this is paradise... Red Sun! #Veranda garden #베란다인테리어 #오늘의가든 #20평대베란다 #고양이캣타워 #캣타워 #고양이 #동백나무 #아스파라거스나누스 #립살리스카스타