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ep. Changed the rug I removed the navy rug that had been on the floor for over a year. I didn’t even realize that the bare floor was strange, so I immediately put a new rug in. The new rug with a light color and grid pattern instantly changed the atmosphere of the living room that had been like the middle of a calm sea. I was used to the blue floor, so the new rug felt so awkward that I was even careful about stepping on it, and the blue living room shoes that I bought to match the color of the existing rug felt strangely out of place. I had hoped that bringing new things into the house would refresh my mood, but I was annoyed when my emotions didn’t flow as I had hoped, but I decided to try to get used to this awkwardness. It’s really hard to like something new. If even one rug is this hard, how much harder must it be for people? I always kept my eyes on the past while standing in the present and running toward the future. That person was really nice. I was really happy back then. At that time, they were as familiar as navy rugs, so I let them go without even realizing that happiness was happiness. I felt foolish for not being able to let go of things that had passed even though I urged them dozens of times that it was time to let them go, but I thought that perhaps a life with longing is a difficult homework given to all of us. A life where I love everything that was by my side is cruel but also fortunate. A life where I did my best as much as I loved, and even though longing remains, I have no regrets. I couldn’t hate even the things that melted me, so they clung tenaciously to the soles of my feet, but in the end, I overcame this with love and love the form of my life that gradually became stronger. Eventually, I will love the scenery of the living room filled with new rugs as if nothing had happened! #Record Club #기록의영역