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#ftc8기이야기 #일기 Hello. I'm FTC 8th Pookie ᵔᴥᵔ I went through a long period of darkness and finally got the courage to come out. One day, I cried out loud to my husband that I wasn't happy anymore, and he said. 'That just now ruined all the time we spent together. It's so sad. Then I'll ask you this. What do you think happiness is? Having a big house? Driving a nice car? I think happiness is when we're together like this and our daughter grows up well without any pain. If your idea of happiness is different, tell me. Let's work on it together.' I don't know how much I cried that day. I feel so sorry for my husband who must have been hurt by what I said.. I'm trying to find out what my happiness is now. I just vaguely thought that I wanted to be happy - I don't think I had any standards. My husband is also a stranger, so he can't fully understand me, and I can't either. I'm trying to find many things that make me happy. I lost my taste while raising a child. I'm trying to put a spoonful or two of my taste into a neat house. I want to have as many of those things as possible in my house, the space where I spend the most time. I'm trying to decorate my house with courage little by little, as I've become a minimalist due to my obsession with organizing. If I find small happinesses one by one, won't my inner self be filled before I know it? I hope everyone's happy moments in my space will increase ❤︎ #Minimal #집꾸미기 #아기가사는집 #아기가사는집거실 #아기가있는집 #거실 #거실인테리어 #거실인테리어소품 #인테리어소품 #책장 #아기책상 #아기책상의자