zenhaus's post

#ftc14기이야기 #인물등장콘텐츠 #part2 I've been having a bit of a hard time recently because of a feeling of lethargy that I can't tell if it's a slump. I have so many things to do that my mind is impatient, but my body won't listen to me, and when the day that seemed to have been spent without any meaning ends, the self-loathing that comes rushing in... is quite unpleasant. I spent the next few days struggling to pull myself together. One day, after returning home after ten days at my parents' house, with countless whips and promises to myself, I discovered new shoots from plants that had survived the cold winter by staying in the same spot, and for some reason... I felt comforted. I know that standing upright in the same spot is never easy, so the plants that silently, unwaveringly, and exist in the same spot seemed great. It may seem like it's standing still, but every moment was a process for a new sprout to sprout. Every day, small, invisible growths accumulate and a wonderful new sprout is born. In the end, I realized that every moment is a process, and it was a moment when I once again decided to love the process itself.