Genderless's post

I endure life by staying in this house, and the happiness it provides is everything to me. But when I try to move, I can't find a place like this anywhere else; yet, when I try not to move, life feels so harsh as I endure a commute of over three hours. Six months have passed while I was stuck between a rock and a hard place, and I still haven't been able to make a decision. People tsk tsk, saying things like, "You haven't suffered enough," "You must not have had it hard enough," or "You just haven't come to your senses," but this house is everything to me. I can't do anything about it, and I feel pathetic about myself...😭